Menopause

Menopause

I was shivering of a fever and feeling so cold

I went to the balcony seeking air fresh and mold

I saw a little girl playing and remembered years ago

When I was at her same age wandering and going so

I realized I am old now and facing old age crisis

No use of looking back and I have to start exercises

To be able to resist and bear more of this life

Because I am not only a mother but also a wife

My husband and kids did not come yet

I finished tiding and dusting, now I sit

I felt nervous, cold, sweating and so wet

I tried to relax, sleeping and having rest

I fell into a nap awaken by a tender kiss

Saying it is your birth day & we can't miss

I was surrounded with them, holding chocolate cake

We spend all day thinking of a surprise to make

Your birthday wonderful as you always did

I hugged them find no words to be said

I looked at him standing with a rose in his hand

Smiling and saying with you everything could be mend

My daughter and son hugged and kissed me tenderly

Spent night with me, but gone to their homes quickly

He kissed me in forehead and hugged me so tightly

I felt safe and told him 'I am suffering of menopause'

Looked at my eyes saying' this is how life goes'

I said ' I am a woman of 47 years old'

He said ' you still my princess as I told'

I rest on his chest thinking not of what to come

It is our life together and it is not a math sum

He is the man I wanted and loved so long

Now I deserve to live with him a love song

The song of our hearts' beatings together

After 30 years, I see him as my mirror

I married him at 17 years old girl

He is my shell and I am his pearl

Am I mistaken?

Am I mistaken?

Am I mistaken to think of wrong and right?

Am I mistaken to dream with you all the night?

Am I mistaken to wish real love for being a human?

Am I mistaken to imagine you love me as a woman?

Am I mistaken when I thought you are my man?

Am I mistaken you love my heart not my body?

Am I mistaken to discover I've been your teddy?

Am I mistaken to live my lifetime with you?

Am I mistaken to tell this and let you know?

I wish

I wish

I wish I was an apple in a kid's hand

I wish I was a tree could face age & stand

I wish I was a lion could stare in horizon & see

I wish I was a dolphin in the wide wide sea

I wish I was a horse and run so fast

I wish I was a rose amid of desert vast

I wish I was a poem in a lover's heart

I wish I was a portrait painted with art

I wish I was a butterfly amidst roses to live

I wish I was a bee which has honey to give

I wish I was a Disney princess could charm

I wish I was a rabbit runs and live in a farm

I wish I was a tender touch wipes away a tear

I wish I was a kiss in a forehead brings cheer

I wish I was a star shines in the middle of night

I wish I was a smile brightens day at first sight

I wish I was a warm hug from an intimate friend

I wish I was a truck of tree on it you can bend

I wish I was a deer jump lightly in the air

I wish I was a seal so rare, white and fair

I wish and will wish for lifetime without despair

Schizophrenia

Schizophrenia

Light, light blinding my eyes

Word, word repeating defies

Sound, voice and flash spread in my life

Stop light, stop words, stop voice

But they don't listen to me and they rife

I long to real world, I want some justice

My life slips from my hand

I can't face it and can't stand

Middle Age Crisis

Middle Age Crisis

I wondered why old men are not wise

They look at young girls with weird eyes

Surround them with all their power

Every man thinks he is a tower

Can't be defeated even by wrinkles over face

He can't accept being old and can't face

The only truth pervading in life

And he must stop that strife

I tried to understand why they do so?

It is middle age crisis psychologists call it so

Old men suffer loss of youth, love and care

But they say it not and can't dare

Nile River

Nile River

While I was sitting on the Nile

I felt my worries healed without a pile

Words escape if I want to describe and say

About its charm in moon light and in day

Nile oh you so dear to me soul and heart

When I see you I feel happy and can't depart

Your water takes all minds away blue at night

It is shinning green dazzling at the daylight

Lasting Love

Lasting love

Asked me to be his compassionate lover for a night

He knows not I dream with him every day and night

My sweetheart who fills my life with joy, he is my knight

I love him, adore him, sway with him so tender and light

He carries me to the fairytale world of no wrong and right

When our lips kiss together, I feel so hard and light

We dissolve with harmony away of people sight